Hey Laura, Ease up. It’s winter. At least wait until spring. I think my mother committed suicide so I have some experience in this. As a Catholic she had probably put it off for years. In Catholicism, suicide is a mortal sin and if you die with a mortal sin on your soul, you will go straight to hell. I really feel she had thought everything out and felt it was the best option.
For me, suicide is not an option and here’s why. God put me on earth. He gave me this body, this mind and this heart and soul. I have a responsibility to use what I have been given in the right way, in a nobel way. I should live the life he gave me. I think I have a right, a god-given right to happiness and that it is my responsibility to seek it. Life’s a bitch sometimes but it’s fun too if I let it be.